its time to bring out that music again <<< yeah so there's this boy that makes me smile everytime i see him even if its just for a second in the halls or even when i'm with him in a room he could be all the way in the other corner i know he doesn't see me the way i do but the way he smiles and sometimes even blushes makes me feel like a little girl when there was no problems in the world but then i come back to reality and notice that he's not smiling because of me he's not blushing becasue of me it's the story of my life but what can i do There's this boy that makes me smile | 
i feel all fluttery when i hear him sing and when he talks to me its even more of a pain to know that he'll never be mine but then again when have any of the guys i've really fallen for been mine?... NEVER its just grrr ppl that know me ask me why do you care sooo much well let me just say with the life i have even the ppl ,who don't give a shit who cares for them or if they have someone to love, would care! IDK what to do anymore i try to bury myself in my studies but because i'm such an easily distracted person i end up thinking about him especially after spending like 4 hours with him 
i'd love to come on here one day and say "people he really does love me! he said so himself!" but eh i'm just thankful i have 2 best friends i can talk about this with my dear wifey barely found out about my life yesterday but since then she's been very helpful and crysta well she's there with me those 4 hours so its even better 
Thank you Guys! well hopefully i'll get over him just like i got over all the other guys ... thing is how do you get over a guy sooo perfect? 
does someone know?
